A few precious moments in the City of Light

In the Ramayana there is a line which reads; ‘The sky can be compared only to the sky, and the sea only to the sea’.

In this same thought, Varanasi can be compared only to Varanasi.

It is one of the world’s oldest continually inhabited cities after all, and is home to over 23,000 temples and visited by over 20 million people each year. It a religious centre for not only Hinduism, but for Buddhism and Jainism too. Sacred as it was said to be founded by Lord Shiva himself, Varanasi is for many one of the most spiritual places in the world.

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Lord Shiva painted on the Ghats

Knowing this, I was not sure what to expect when I entered Varanasi, but I know I wasn’t expecting what I saw. I saw a city whose streets are full of life. These streets are filled with all types of vehicles. Motorcycles, 4x4s, Auto rickshaws and bicycles all seem to be so good at driving badly, that watching them all move in unison as they do, down the wrong sides of the road pushing through gaps that don’t seem to exist, is strangely satisfying.

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The Streets of Varanasi

 

 

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The people weave seamlessly through this never ending traffic as though it was never there, their ears taking no notice of the car horns, which I really can’t stress enough are so very loud.

They are filled with locals who, upon spotting me, would energetically persuade me to spend some money in their shops. They are filled with auto rickshaw drivers who tried to convince me that the rate they are giving me is really the best they can do, even though we both know it’s 10 times the normal fare, and pundits who were only too keen to lead me to temples and shrines so I could experience the wealth of spirituality that exists in the city, for a price of course. They are filled with music and shops and shrines in equal number. They are filled with energy, darkness and light.

Cows lie sleeping in the middle of the roads, ignoring the chaos unfurling around them and stray dogs seem to always be barking, as if trying to talk to each other over the pervading noise of cars.

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Yet, amongst all of the noise, the tricks and ill intent, the rubbish and the sometimes hostile nature of the city, it is special, and I can’t quite explain to you why.

But, there have been a few precious moments during my short visit where I have felt why. Glancing for the first time, the beauty of the Ganga from the ghats, seeing puja’s from the river attended by thousands, watching the sunset from the banks of the Ganga, or experiencing, if only for a few seconds, the wonder of the shrine at the Viswanath Temple.

The Ganga from Assi Ghat

Although the city can seem to lack a purity that one would associate with a spiritual capital of the world, these moments did not. They will remain with me long after I have forgotten about any challenges I faced here.

Maybe it’s in search of these moments, that people are drawn to this city of light.

The Ghats of Varanasi

My Stay in Varanasi

I was nervous when I landed in Varanasi. It was the first leg of my trip that I was doing alone and the reality of the challenges I was going to face had started to sink in. However, once I reached my accommodation I calmed down and looked forward to exploring this city.

I began with a visit to the Tulsi Manas Mandir, where the great 16th century poet Tulsidas wrote his Ramcharitmanas, the Hindi version of the Sanskrit Rāmāyana. The mandir had a white marble interior with only the words and illustrations of the Ramcharitmanas covering its walls.

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The walls of the Tulsi Manas Mandir

My next stop was Assi Ghat, the southernmost of the famous ghats of Varanasi. Here was the spot where emerging from the dusty streets onto the riverbank, I was able to see the Ganga in all its glory for the first time this trip. Humbled by the experience and making full use of paths that existed I continued down walking past the river.

The Ganga from Assi Ghat

One would think that the ghats would not be the best place to play cricket, with renowned and revered temples on one side and a river on the other. Yet, as I strolled down, I saw game after game being played. Ball hit in the river? No problem. The frequency of the boats going down the river meant no ball was ever to difficult to reach.

I continued walking and saw fires emerging from the ghats.

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Manikarnika Ghat from the river

One reason why Varanasi is sacred is because it is thought that if you die in Varanasi, your soul attains liberation, moksha, and you will not need to be reborn on earth. Thus, from all around India people close to death, with their unbreakable faith in the divine, come to Varanasi.

Approaching the final ghat, Manikarnika, or the burning ghat, I was unsure whether to carry on, or leave and head towards the city. For this is the ghat where the bodies are cremated. This has been done twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week for time immemorial. Someone started talking to me asking me if I wanted to see the ghat in more detail. At first I walked away, but as if reading my mind he looked at me kindly.

‘Don’t worry I am not a guide, I do not want money, I help here.’

Still unsure due to the nature of the ghat I stopped and thought. I realised I did not know if this opportunity would ever rise again, so I took it.

He was an elderly gentleman with a few front teeth missing, as most people that age in Varanasi tend to. He wore a wise face and explained the system, telling me it is his job to console families and stop them from crying, for tears in the ghat taint the ability for the soul to leave the earth. He showed me the fire, dedicated to Shiva, where all the fires in the ghat take their light from. Seeing this flame which has been kept alive for as long as cremations have been occurring, that means so much to so many, moved me.

The next day I visited Viswanath, the temple that embodies Varanasi. Its energy was tangible and the sheer number of people that were heading in its direction, made me wonder how significant this shrine could be. Looking back it is all a little bit of a blur. Tight security and long queues mean that everyone is rushed through. But in the few seconds I did have to appreciate the space I was blown away. This ancient temple, the abode of Shiva in Varanasi, has power that words can do no justice to.

My next stop was equally breathtaking, but in a different way. Sarnath, about fifteen kilometres from Varanasi, was the place where Buddha gave his first sermon, also known as ‘The wheel of Law’, turning the wheel of dharma, by speaking the four noble truths. It was filled with a wonderful calm that both my mind and my ears had missed. The spot, marked with a glorious stupa originally built by the King Ashoka in the 3rd century BCE, but added to around 500 AD, is grand whilst humble. With the sun shining it really was a sight to see.

Although close, it seemed a different world to Varanasi.  If Varanasi is home to Shiva, the destroyer, then it fits that Sarnath is known for its link to Buddha.  It is intriguing how the different auras of these two have manifested themselves so differently but so clearly.

The First Sermon

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The Stupa marking the spot of the First Sermon